Hey! Idk if you remember me, but I was going through my oldass deviantart shit and stumbled upon your account. This is evilkitty11/ekbellatrix! I just wanted to say that I hope you're doing well, and that kind of shit! ;3;
I was thinking about you the other day :) I’m actually doing worse than I ever have before in my entiiiiiiire life. But things are looking up, just a little bit. how are you doing? Was recently informed I had been cheated on for the last six months and then was abandoned by the piece of shit to sit and live with that knowledge all alone. On the streets and in the rain of all nights. Fucking lame
Sending you love. I’ve had a tough day too but decided to not go to the hospital this time. Been completely alone... but I’m getting through this day and so are you.
“When we love ourselves especially deeply, we fill the void that we are often stuck waiting for others to fill instead. Your love is completely in your own hands.”
I deserve way better than this.. what’s wrong with me, why am I settling? Ugh.
On another, equally shitty feeling note.. it’s time to go to the emergency room all alone for the night! I can hardly wait for the panic attacks to start :’)
I have a shitty feeling about something… But Im not sure what. and there’s no way to bring it up without just sounding dumb and paranoid. Today really sucks.